with mom and nephew. long drives like that, without any internet place for support, has made me extremely introspective and depressed and even suicidal in the past. not noticably so for those I’m traveling with, but they do tend to make everything feel that much more horrible
will be taking a zoloft. breaking my promise to myself that my depression this time around would be alleviated by an improvement in the situation rather than drugs. took first zoloft in 6 months yesterday.