New York, New York

Alright so I got the money but I feel reluctant to book the trip. I don’t want to go when I’m in a state of mind where I won’t enjoy it.

When I do go, a big part of the trip is going to at least one meetup. I need to trust and be somewhat comfortable with other people in order to go. these days the presense of other people just frustrates me. this is really bad timing.


what the hell do I do?.. I can’t postpone it until next year.

Went to look at apartment yesterday, was alright, better than this one by a lot



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